So I really don't know how to express this feeling, but I just have to make sure that I'm not crazy/psycho........
So like there's this guy(roni, I guess it's his name..?), he's around 5 years elder than me(who cares about his age, huh?)... So I've been going to my church since past month every weekend (fri,sat,sun) because of a Christmas program. And Roni is our pianist, at first I didn't like him and I never actually paid attention to him... But from week two he started to get my attention. He's smile, the way he talks, man his voice is so damn deep and sexy... The way he walks, everything's just perfect about him, and fits my ideal type... So today we had our program and I tried to get his attention, but he doesn't even bulge. But then, he was in a hurry and he dashed my shoulder (I think my shoulder even dislocated) and he turned around to me and he was like "I'm sorry" and I was barely able to utter 'It's alright"... And also I also embarrassed myself with my stupid grammatical errors in front of him and he was making fun of me but the same time he was like, "so cuteee"...... OMG GUYZzzzz MY HEART CAN'T HANDLE IT
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