ImJustEw1212

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hey gang,,,, literally what in the fresh fuck was happening here. like i genuinely have no words. lowkey wanna wipe this whole account off the face of the earth but at the same time it feels like a good little reminder of where i started and how far i've come. like i never continued writing and i basically abandoned the story i was working on, but this c^m stain of a website quite LITERALLY changed the course of my life. like i made this account a week after my 12th birthday in THE 6TH GRADE bc i didn't have friends and wattpad was the only place i knew ppl who were like me. now im 19, going into my 2nd year of college, and doing pretty ok with losing most of my friends from junior/high school. it's still going ROUGH but at the same time 12 yo me thought i would be dead by now so i'm counting this as a dub. like bro even 15 yo me didn't know if 16 was gonna happen much less 19. but any ways, yeah <3. sometimes i think we need to look back and embrace our cringe eras to be able to really appreciate how much has changed and how far we've come. cuz me rn wants to tell me in 2017 stfu and disappear off the face of the earth. but she's also the one who made all of those stupid decisions that kept me alive long enough to sit here and be able to look back and cringe at myself ya know. i hate her and everything that she stands for but i wouldn't be here if it weren't for all the horrible shit she went through. 
          	
          	ugh ok but tldr; little me was a cringe lord, i have grown since then, and also thank u little me for not kys. ok that's enough bye bbgs see yall in another 4 years

ImJustEw1212

this message may be offensive 
hey gang,,,, literally what in the fresh fuck was happening here. like i genuinely have no words. lowkey wanna wipe this whole account off the face of the earth but at the same time it feels like a good little reminder of where i started and how far i've come. like i never continued writing and i basically abandoned the story i was working on, but this c^m stain of a website quite LITERALLY changed the course of my life. like i made this account a week after my 12th birthday in THE 6TH GRADE bc i didn't have friends and wattpad was the only place i knew ppl who were like me. now im 19, going into my 2nd year of college, and doing pretty ok with losing most of my friends from junior/high school. it's still going ROUGH but at the same time 12 yo me thought i would be dead by now so i'm counting this as a dub. like bro even 15 yo me didn't know if 16 was gonna happen much less 19. but any ways, yeah <3. sometimes i think we need to look back and embrace our cringe eras to be able to really appreciate how much has changed and how far we've come. cuz me rn wants to tell me in 2017 stfu and disappear off the face of the earth. but she's also the one who made all of those stupid decisions that kept me alive long enough to sit here and be able to look back and cringe at myself ya know. i hate her and everything that she stands for but i wouldn't be here if it weren't for all the horrible shit she went through. 
          
          ugh ok but tldr; little me was a cringe lord, i have grown since then, and also thank u little me for not kys. ok that's enough bye bbgs see yall in another 4 years

ImJustEw1212

HSDGJVAH EW. WHO let me make this account? I don't know if I was more depressed or just plain cringy. Anyways, hi, I'm Carilyn. I made this account right after I had turned 12 but I'm 15 now (wow what a difference) and I might use this account to publish some of my "short stories". The crappy fanfics I made on this account were the spark that ended up lighting my enjoyment for writing lmao. They're half-decent and I've always wanted more feedback from people other than my ONE writing buddy irl. But for now, I think I'm just going to try and navigate myself around the new Wattpad. It's changed a lot from what I remember in 2017 lmao.

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I’m just now getting back on here after years ago
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