I'm a lame bitch.

I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone
I long for that feeling to not feel at all
The higher I get, the lower I'll sink
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim. - Can you feel my heart by Bring Me the Horizon


A deeply heartfelt goodbye to the part of me that died that's when I decided to put others before me, yes, my heart fell asleep -- boredom and fatigue.
I always said I wanted to die smiling, to pretend I'm at peace. -And their eulogies sang me to sleep by The Agonist