◬ Viktoria ◬

What happened to you

Hey there. 
          Dont know if you still remember me or not 
          ＼(￣▽￣;)／
          So a h m 
          Hi ʕ•ﻌ•ʔ Hope u still surviving in school and stuff ฅ'ω'ฅ

FUUUUCK I FEEL SO FUCKING OLD DRINKING FUCKING COFFEE WHILE SURROUNDED WITH PAPERS AND REVIEWERS UGH I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING ADULT I HATE IT UGHHH GOD I HOPE TOMORROW IS SUSPENDED BC OF THE RAIN

fuuuuuck im fucking crying inside im too fucking shy to go to fucking schoolllll

Call me never, leave no voicemails
          How can I be sure you're still around?
          It's not addiction;
          I'm just affixed to you and your open wounds

god help me Calculus is a bitch

Here lies Part 2 of the actual convo I posted earlier (scroll below to see the first part):
          
          Me: oh my god im actually done w the paper
          
          Him: yehey
          
          Me: ... im done writing it but im not done PHYSICALLY WRITING it
          
          I'll cram it tomorrow HAHAHA
          
          Him: What
          
          Me: yea
          
          its just writing lol
          
          tho im sure that'll be +2 papers back-to-back
          
          maybe 3 or 4
          
          Him: Ohhh kay
          
          Me: maybe 4 papers if i make my handwriting big enough to give her a hard time
          
          and its k bc i like writing
          
          Him: LOL
          
          Me: i have beautiful handwriting 
          
          Him: REALLY NOW?
          
          Me: god i love myself
          
          Him: YOU EGOTISTICAL PRICK
          
          Me: im so amazing
          
          Him: oh my god
          
          Me: praise me
          
          call me the worst student ever and that'll really captivate my heart
          
          Him: Lmao
          
          Me: say it so that i can sleep already
          
          Him: you are single-handedly the worst student ever, oh my god
          
          Me: omg bro
          
          Him: You're fucking evil
          
          Me: OMG I LOVE U MAN
          
          YOURE THE BEST
          
          Him: Go sleep
          
          Me: aight u made my night and now i can sleep happily 
          
          Him: Ugh
          
          Me: niiiiiiight 
          
          Him: nighty ✨

Here lies an actual convo between me and a solid bro:
          (summary: apparently im online and he catches me staying up late and asks why — shenanigans ensue)
          
          Him: You still up?
          
          Me: yeah
          
          im aggressively writing a fucking stupid reaction paper of the fucking big bang theory bc my fucking chemistry teacher made it an assignment
          
          and guess what
          
          she doesnt want us to print it out, I gotta write it all down
          
          THAT WHY IM MAKING IT SO FUCKING LONG TO MAKE HER WORK HARDER UGH THAT DUMB FUCK IS WASTING MY TIME
          
          Him: LOL
          
          Me: fuck her
          
          i fucking hate her
          
          that bitch
          
          Him: Isn't the big bang from physics
          
          Me: I FUCKING KNOW RIGHT
          
          WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING WITH HER JOB
          
          Him: AHAHAH
          
          Me: I HOPE I SEE HER IN HELL
          
          Him: WTF
          
          Me: THAT FUCKER
          
          Him: CHILL
          
          Me: NO
          
          Him: YES
          
          Me: OH MY GOD CAN U NOT
          
          GUESS WHAT IM DOING RN
          
          Him: what
          
          Me: IM OVERCOMPLICATING SIMPLE CONCEPTS IN THE FUCKING BIG BANG JUST SO THAT I COULD WRITE EXTRA WORDS
          
          IM FUCKING EXPANDING ALL THE FUCKING SENTENCE STRUCTURES BC FUCK HER
          
          Him: LOL
          
          Me: OH MY GOD ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE IVE HATED SOMEONE LIKE THIS
          
          Him: Woah you're really mad
          
          Me: IT FEELS AMAZING
          
          I FEEL ALIVE
          
          Him: what
          
          Me: THERES LIKE A FIRE INSIDE ME
          
          FUCK
          
          HATE IS JUST A STRONG AND AMAZING FEELING IT MAKES ME FEEL SO ALIVE
          
          FUCK HER

And I bet she told a million people that she'd stay in touch
          Well, all the little promises — they don't mean much
          When there's memories to be made
          And I hope you're holding hands by New Years Eve
          They made it far too easy to believe
          That true romance can't be achieved these days

Hey @ImSickOfSleeping will you still continue Underneath the mask? Please please update!