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Goodbye I can no longer with this. and I love you AA.
          
          
          

Well, I'm leaving if I want to continue with this. my life is getting shit
          
          
          

I always have dreams where I kiss with my "friend" once we get tired that weird right?
          
          
          

          It just makes me remember cake just that. I ended up with her, I felt like crap for 4 MONTHS 4 CURSED MONTHS THINKING OF SUICIDING ME FEELING BAD

Simply if I say that I am a lesbian, I will be the misfortune of my family. . .
          
          
          

Why can't I accept that I like girls? Because I can't accept that I'm weird. . .
          
          
          

whenever I see her I feel things but my parents told me that it is wrong to love someone of your same sex.

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          I like my friend and this is wrong, if my parents knew they would kill me.
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