I have no name

I can't put myself in a position were I can feel happy. Can I just put pause and never come back.

Everyone cares when someone likeable dies but not when people like me die.

I'm so stressed I start school on monday my mother's is wishing death on herself again. Does hitting yourself count as self harm?

Lies become easy to see once you been told so many. I have lost my need to breath. I will never share my kiss with a lie. In the darkness I lived alone.