ImTheBullshit

That moment you’re so bored you want to write but have no motivation to do so. Want to try role playing but ironically I am more unsocial online than in real life

High key im a terrible human being for abandoning all of my little projects on here. I am so sorry to anyone who was actually enjoying my little writing fits. You are all amazing and life is weird. Looking for some motive recently and if you beautiful people want me to write something for you or have any prompts you want me to mess with, send them my way I will totally do it. 
          Love you babeyyyyssssss!!!
          Toodles

Okay ladies and gentlemen and awesome human beings...
          I am so sorry.
          There is nothing to excuse what I have done to the few of you that care.
          But here are my excuses anyway cause I’m a trashcan of a person.
          So I’ve been dealing with a multitude of funerals for my members of my family and family friends. Like half of my dogs are dying of cancers and heart problems. I love them very much but they are very old and sick. So I don’t know how to handle that. Processing feelings suck peeps like its not fun. Feelings suck in general I want to be a willow tree on the edge of a pond in an open field.
          Anywayssss, as I was saying, life has been busy. The classes I’ve been put in are murdering me. Someone somewhere thought I was smart and put me in these hella hard classes and I have so much work and stuff I don’t understand it’s taken over my life. I’ve been running off of a wide variety of random knowledge and large amounts of common sense and now that doesn’t work anymore. Fun times. My mother finally got around to getting a job and to help out I am going to visit her and clean and cook for her and my darling half siblings for the rest of this week. During that time I will definitely be working on short stories and random stuff to make up for being gone.
          God, all that feels like a downer. I feel like i should supply some good news? Ima do that. My 1 year is coming up with my adorable nerd of a boyfriend (i love him so much, and pray he never finds this account, the embarrassment would be too much for my poor soul). I take theater now and get to hang with old friends and work on my sewing skills and such. Slowly trying to take care of myself and get onto a regular eating schedule and eating healthier. Therapy has been a dud but I’ve been busy so my mind hasn’t screwed me over just yet. Mood swings are still a bitch but I’m better about recognizing them and trying to not make emotional decisions as well as asking for help when I’m in a mood.
          Anyways,
          I love you all
          Thank u❤️✨

Okay Ya’ll amazing people. So I’ve been working on a chapter for the last few days, trying my hardest to finish and such. But my dummy self has been writing all of it on my notes app, in case wattpad crashes and I lose all of my progress on what I’ve written (which has happened before). And I was feelin hella good about this new prompt and such, ya’know? But my dummy self just deleted that entire chapter. There’s no getting it back. So those of you who were waiting on that new chapter, (if there were any) I am sooooo sorry I’ll try to get it updated before the weekend. And if I don’t get it updated before then, I will end up doing double or triple updates if I can find prompts that I have the motivation for. Anyways, thank you for putting up with my stupid self. I love you. So much. You amazing human being. I hope you all have an amazing week and I will get to rewriting that chapter shortly. Toodles

Why hello there

Short Stories for when you’re bored af:) https://www.wattpad.com/story/199119379