ImUrGaeBeastie

Lord, payag na po ako maging botsilog.

ImUrGaeBeastie

May concert si Maki and Dionela sa Bacolod. Gsto ko siya yayain. PERO ANG WEIRD MAGYAYA SA TAONG DI NAMAN KAYO CLOSE SA WORK, 'DI BA? huhuhuhu
          
          I went alone. Actually, dpat may kasama pero ininjan ako nyahhaha. Isokei. Masaya kasi narinig ko si Maki and Dionela in live (winagayway ko pa ang pride flag na parang baliw—pero may mga humiram at nagpapicture dito).
          
          During the concert, enjoy na enjoy ang lahat, Lalo na ung by group. I thought masaya and cool gumanito na solo flight. 
          
          Hindi pala.
          
          I was like, sana may kasama ako. 
          
          My bffs weren't able to go with me kasi until 12am ung concert. Umuwi ako around 3am sa bahay non eh.
          
          I prayed na sana next gig or concert sana may kasama na ako.

ImUrGaeBeastie

I've caught her many times na nagbabasa ng Wattpad and I badly wanna talk to her pero and hirap nyang i-approach Kasi nakakahiya namang unahan sya ta's titingnan ka lng, dba? 
          
          Ayun, gigil lng meron ako nyahahhaha! So I just focused on improving my work and review sa boards.

ImUrGaeBeastie

The next week of it, I forgot what day but nakasalubong ko sya outside the office, I thought naka-grab sya, hinatid pala sya ng parents nya. That was the first nod/greet we had TAS di na nasundan kasi tahimik talaga siyang ferson. 
          
          I had that chance na maging part of their company but I missed it kasi di ako gano'n kagaling sa calls before. Sayang. But it's good na rin that it happened kasi uutal-utal ako 'pag anjan siya e.

ImUrGaeBeastie

We just celebrated our pre-friendship anniversary kahapon. March 5, 2025 around 7pm ko sya first nakita e. I was about to do a mirror selfie sa restroom for documentation nang may pumasok na babaeng naka-cap. Saglit kong nakita ang mukha niya bago siya yumuko at pumasok sa cubicle. Ang amo at ang angelic ng mukha. At that first interaction, I had this feeling na she might be one of the employees in there. Tapos may something pa na energy na di ko ma-explain. (Di ung inlab ha? Gagu ang rupok namn pag gano'n nyahah) Parang may something talaga eh. Di ko talaga ma-explain. 
          
          Who knows she'll become my bestie ba? March 7, 2025 past 9pm when I first interacted with her. Kinakabahan pa ako no'n kasi 'yong nakita ko sa banyo na gurlie is siya 'yon and she is working there pala. Out of all the accs I've been shadowing with, siya lng gumagamit ng COMMA. I assumed that she might be a book lover, and gsto ko itanong niyan kaso whenever I attempt to talk to her...ISANG TANONG, ISANG SAGOT lng sya, beh! 
          
          Hirap na hirap akong magself-study ng ginagawa niya kasi bukod sa short answers, mahina pa ang boses, at she looks super busy and tutok na tutok sa ginagawa, like no time for chika. 
          
          So ang gnawa ko ay I observed silently na rin and I was like...'di namn halata na bading ako so I think it's ok to look and to stare at her face (naka-cap sya tas nakayuko so tago talaga face nya). So ayun nga, I was like "ang ganda nga nya", without knowing na bading din pala sya. I was half assuming na bading sya sa porma niyang cap, ponytail, loose shirt, shorts, and crocs. I was like, 'pag 'to bading talaga the it's a 'must' na dpat magiging bestie ko sya tas ireto sa mga whattatops ko na aports.
          
          Sadly, after lunch, sa iba na ako pina-shadow and never na akong bumalik sa kaniya.