Hmm....here's some advice don't try lying to your best friend...they find out..they get hurt...then forgive you. If you take the forgiveness they have given you over the years and take it as a advantage...when you go to far, they're done. They give up. No more fake smiles. No more pretending. Don't lose them. I've given up on you sorry not sorry. (That was directed to a certain human)