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Suicide isn't the answer.
It prevents the chance for things to get better.
Please don't cut or take your life.
August 14 last year, I almost took my own life.
I made so many cuts, so many bruses, i hated myself to the point where i didn't want to live anymore.
It was my turnaround point. I had the pills in my hand, ready to go. My note written, everything was set.
Then i looked at myself one last time. I saw myself. I looked for a minute, and realized 'this isn't what i want'
I put the pills back. I ripped my note to shreds and threw every sharp object i used away.
I fought my battle, and I fucking won.
It's probably much worse for you, but it can get better.
Dont do what I did. Dont carry it out. It's not what you need.
Deep down, it's not what you
want.
It's what your struggle wants.
You don't have to do this to yourself. Everyone cares about you.
Dont take your life away. Sucide prevents things from getting better. It's the permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I will not say it's gonna be okay, because I won't lie to you.
It will turn out okay, but pushing through is the hardest thing. You have to realize that one day, this can go away. You can get help, I promise you. You don't have to go through this alone.
I've turned down many suicide attempts at the last second, but then I hit my limit.
You can do this, I know you can. WE know you can. Keep going, you are important to so many people.