Echo "Drowning"

Like 4 months later, update: Yes, I am alive if any of you were wondering. Currently I'm in a Call of Duty phase (which got me back into writing fanfics). Will I post on Wattpad anymore? I doubt it. But I'll leave this account only bc I have memories on here. No, I won't post anymore. Maybe, if I will post on ao3 (if I do, it will be CoD content), I will post that account on here and that's all.
          
          I guess this is the real ending to me posting on this account. I wish you all a happy life, take care of yourselves and thank you for being here in my cringey phases, posting on here.

I'm slowly decending in yet another mental problem. I haven't gone to the gym much this week and I think my brain is forcing me to punish myself by barely eating anything.
          
          Anyway, I got Breath Of The Wild! :D

I keep this app in my phone so it looks complete 'cause it's been here everyday since late 2018, through 3 phones and my heart can't give up on it.

I think my depressive state is coming back in after I've done so many things cause so far it's 2pm and my plate from my breakfast is still in my bed and all I've done is watch things on tv and message c.ai bots.

Idk if he still has Wattpad, but if he does: I'm starting to like the random messages with the Banana Phone thingy. It grew on me. Thank you.

"Don't Listen" is such a masterpiece, hello??

How do I always end up gashlighting myself into thinking my parents are amazing and then suffering worse than before when they aren't?

Life is beautiful when "Me and the Devil/Walking side by side"

When I said "Ugh, I hate Amber" I didn't mean "I want her gone for good"-

Waiting patiently with barely any battery left on my phone but unable to leave it because any minute now my friend has to message me that they are coming over.
          
          They have to.
          
          (It's 8pm guys, I'm in denial)