I'm Trash

Got so drunk last night I started crying to my friend’s older brother about mingi from ateez

Wattpad is really pissing me off with all this logging out shit. Every time I go into the app I’m logged out??????

Just finished reading Kill the Villainess… I feel so numb now TT

So please guys… check your washer and dryer before starting it. 

          Trigger warning: Pet Loss
          
          
          
          My cat that I had since I was 11 (I’m 22 now) died today. My sister didn’t check the dryer and my baby was in there. I don’t know how to deal with this. She’s my everything. I don’t blame my sister, it was just a terrible accident. I just want to hold and kiss my sweet Lily one more time. She was the most sassiest cat but also the most sweetest. She would scare me in the middle of the night just by sitting on my chest and stare at me with her big eyes but that was just my queue to start petting and cuddling her. I love the way when she gets the zoomies she would look like a bunny hopping around (she was born without a tail) or how her meow sounded like she smokes five packs a day. I’m glad I have video and pictures of her. I’m grateful we saw each other growing up. I’ll forever love her and I hope she’ll be patient for when I join her one day. 
          
          Rest Easy My Lily Bear  
          April 14, 2013 - May 4, 2024

Going to ateez concert in Dallas tomorrow

I’m so fucking done. My parents are trying to convince to get a certificate for vet assistant instead of going to my dream school where I can become a vet tech and get my associates. They were literally acting like I could’ve done better after I got accepted and now they want me to stay in my shitty ass town so I can stay close to them and so that they don’t have to pay as much for an out of town school. THEY were the ones that were pushing me to apply to my dream school and THEY were the ones that were disappointed when I said I didn’t want to go to get a college degree. I followed their plan and now that I’m accepted into the school and planning to go in March they don’t want me to go and just do a eight week course to get a damn certificate. I just want to know what the hell they want from me. 

My uncle passed away due to covid so wear yalls fucking masks before more people die or just don’t even leave your damn house. 

I got accepted into my dream school but my parents look at me like I should’ve done better. I feel like I could always do better but then I remember that I’m always holding myself back. I don’t know anymore. At this point I just want my parents to proud of me once in my life. Or at least some one

Fuck it. It’s just band and it’s my last year soo it iz whet it iz