Im_a_Staa

I finally found time to read again :)
          	
          	So, I'm reading this book. And in that book there's a girl and she picked up a cake for her brother's birthday and guess what colours the box was?
          	PINK AND GREEN

Im_a_Staa

I wanna have blonde hair
          I know I just got blonde strands and since I got them I love the colour (at least the strands I still hate my natural hair colour. I don't even know what colour it is so don't ask) but, like, I want all of my hair to be blonde.. idk but it'd be so beautiful. Like, every time I see a girl with blonde hair I'm like: I want that too 
          
          But my mom doesn't allow it because my hair is really healthy rn so it'd be stupid to dye them blonde.. she's right.. but still... I really want blonde hair
          
          Andd... I kind of want it shorter too. Like, still long but shorter idk

Im_a_Staa

Guys.. I kinda regret writing to a therapist..
          
          Not because I don't want it anymore... because it's a women. I don't know but I just feel like it's easier for me to open up to male people.
          And... I wrote to a women... And I don't know if I'll be able to like talk to her normally 
          Maybe I'll look for a man though and write to him 
          Idk

gezzaria

@Im_a_Staa Heeeey!
            Youre free to choose who you want to get therapy with. If you feel more comfortable with a man then get your sessions with him. The point of it is making u feel better and comfortable. So search your own peace and meet as much therapists as u need until u find urs. 
            Happened to me too, and after trying with lots I finally found one I felt comfortable with. She is a wonderful woman.
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Im_a_Staa

Great. Now I'm only allowed to eat when I sit at the table with my family..

Im_a_Staa

@Was_Rose-Amara @Silvie1325
            Basically they said I only eat without them in my room. Especially breakfast
            Which, if it was that way, I'd understand but..
            I don't eat breakfast. I never eat breakfast. And.. I always eat with them but sometimes I'm still hungry cause I didn't like the food that much but I'm too nice to say I don't like it so then I don't eat that much and make me something else and then eat in my room
            I just don't understand
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Im_a_Staa

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Fuck him I don't need a boyfriend