BePassionate 열정

Just updated my book. Check it out if you want.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/179740649

I feel much better after watching a  Bob Ross episode,  if anyone cares . 
          He have fails to make me smile even a little with his happy big old trees and his little bushes. 
          
          And remember we don't make mistakes ... just happy little accidents.
          
          That was just an update to anyone that actually cared if I'm okay or not 
          
          Have a nice day :D

So ik nobody is gonna read this on my wall but I just wanted to get it out of my chest.  
          I feel lik crap , I just wanna sit down and cry for hours , because the pain becomes unbearable sometimes (mots of the time). I feel like I'm going numb inside sometimes from the pain I'm feeling,  like I'm getting used to it . 
          I kinda am but you know , I kinda am used to get hurt , be in pain , people treating like a piece of garbage,  like I don't matter, like I don't have feelings... you know.. 
          I just wanted to get this out of my cheat. 
          
          Whoever read  this thank you and Have a nice day . 

I love you so much ❤️❤️

"Sometimes quiet is violent
          I find it hard to hide it
          My pride is no longer inside
          It's on my sleeve
          My skin will scream reminding me of
          Who I killed inside my dream
          I hate this car that I'm driving
          There's no hiding for me
          I'm forced to deal with what I feel
          There is no distraction to mask what is real
          I could pull the steering wheel.." 

It hurts so much when you're loosing someone slowly, watching him/her sliding through your fingers and you can do anything to keep her/him by your side, knowing that it's your fault, that you weren't good enough to keep him/her. 

Thank you so much for voting for my story! I'm happy you enjoyed it♡

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