my names is matt and this account is dead

IT'S NATIONAL COMING OUT DAY AND I'M NOT COMING OUT BUT I THOUGHT I WOULD JUST LET YOU KNOW AHHH

So... Miles just made a video where they said though they are androgonus, they no longer identify as non-binary but now identify as ftm trans. So... he/him pronouns I assume? Also, update on my dad. Today he got his staples removed and he no longer needs a walker to move around and the show I could make it to is in 8 more days so THERE IS POTENTIAL! SMALL POTENTIAL, BUT POTENTIAL! AHH LOVE YOU GUYS BYE!

I'm internally crying because I got my hopes up for a long ass time that I would be able to go to the Love is Love show to meet Miles McKenna, but my dad is having surgery very soon and will need time to recover. My mom isn't able to drive so the odds of my dad recovering in time are very slim and I'm not even out of the closet so if I did go, I would have to convene my parents to drive me up there and not go into the show with me. Not to mention I have to hide all the gay shit I would get from the show. I'm feeling kinda sad about it all, but I'll be ok.
          Also, link to the tour I'm talking about: https://fullscreenlive.com/love-is-love?utm_source=love+is+love+tour+miles+mckenna+website&utm_medium=loveislove_milesmckenna_website&utm_campaign=Love+Is+Love+Tour+Miles+McKenna+Tickets#love-is-love-tour-dates

I just went to church and like a good christian girl, I wore a dress to be proper. But I was wearing a chest binder and mens' boxers under that. I'm a walking lie.

Boi. One of my all time favorite Youtubers, MilesChronicles, just hit 1 mil subs today! I'm so f*cking happy for my tiny trans bean.