scrrrrrrumptious

LOL i think i need to have a probably messy breakup. would love for it not to be messy but this person's way of being mad is very much a physical response towards their surroundings so honestly. i think i'm gonna start by packing my shit up. the efforts i've made in the past have gone so beyond overlooked, the way that i feel actually has not mattered and i actually don't know how long that's been the case. and any time i'm in a bad mood and want to be alone of my own accord, i don't get that peace. i am really just so done pretending. AND i'm tired of being in the hole and bailing them out. it hurts so much just going like this, i have just got to let it go. i hate confronting a problem but i honestly can't live like this anymore

i rewatched voltron and u know what. i think the show runners are cowards for not going the klance route but even then we still could've had heith if they were going with allurance. s8 is a garbage heap no matter what way you look at it, s7 wasn't much better.

backreading my page and reminded that i have mental illness (although the horrors definitely are reminder enough)

what do you mean i haven't posted a random life update or thought to my wattpad wall, the place i post these where no one tends to see them, in almost a year what

it's going better than i thought

do u guys ever feel like u are in a fanfic irl..........

uh so i removed the bnha fic bc i completely lost interest in the series and never finished the next chapter. sorry to anyone who was waiting for the past UHHHHH 2 years for another update:(

uh oh

italian accents and jersey accents are the same thing, one is just the evil twin.

sometimes i wish i was a violent person, but that thought scares me, because i know lashing out hurts everyone around me and that's the last thing i want to do. still, i really want to kick and punch and scream and let all the anger out. i feel so fucking lied to and i have no way to let that go, now.