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ok so i had a bestie. i knew her for 10 fucking years and then one day she decides she doesn't want me anymore. takes me 6 months to realise how toxic she was. never liked what i liked (music, one direction, tv shows etc etc) she ghosts me a day before my birthday. done. i reach out, call, text, do everything in my power to get her to talk to me. she ignores every single effort. THEN she starts shitposting on her ig "poetry" account about me being a fake best friend. ironic huh. THEN she plays victim and tells mutuals to tell me that she thinks i was just a waste of time and distraction for her. god that hurt like a bitch. THEN, i catch her pretending to be a veteran directioner and larrie. that was fucking it. first off, she's a toxic henrie, only there for harry's looks, second, she stalks my socials and does everything she can to make me see how much she's "improved" without me. im so lost? im so fucking lost. i feel so dumb. i gave her everything i had. EVERYTHING. this is what i get in return? was i not good enough? did i do something wrong? i fucking know it was her, but i cant help but feel if its me. its me who's wrong. its me who's unlovable. i dont know what to do anymore