Imapandicorn777

Chan's Room ep. 81 once again had me in tears
          	This happens every single week, it just hits harder after the hug

Imapandicorn777

I really didn't think i had a comfort idol
          Until i realised all my idols are comfort idols cause when i look at them i can't hold back a smile
          And it's the type of smile that you know has lifted an entire world off your shoulders
          It took me 4 years to figure out 

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You can obviously tell Chan was thinking kinda heavily on the do you love yourself question in the live
          And it hurts, cause he hesitated so bad and then answered Yes, i think i do
          And he got Felix and he wanted to redo it to get himself, and he immediately knew it was that exact question and changed it to no and got himself 
          Even though its a quiz its like he knew the answer straight up but didn't want to worry anyone
          I need someone to tell him that he means the world to so many people, i love him so much :(
          
          Just a little 2am rant