Ennotana loser

Le gasp?! A follow? Non c’est possible!

So I’m gonna be honest. I kinda stopped writing here cause my haikyuu phase was over but a tiktok post brought said phase back to life so I’m back :)

https://archiveofourown.org/works/38319877/chapters/95752927 here is the link! hope you enjoy i will try to have the next chapter out by this tuesday but its being held back

My cat just passed at 11 months. It’s been exactly 9 months since I got her. My month is ruined

I was already having a kind of bad day but the cabinet door just had to break and land on my toe. I hate it here

My sister forced us over to my aunt’s house and she has no food or anything to drink which she said beforehand and my sister still made my mom bring us. I’m stuck here for 4 hours

Just found out that my mother listens to what I say during my virtual therapy appointments. Fortunately for me I’m fully vaccinated so I could go in person if I wanted

We have to present a project that I never even started today. I’m hoping she changes her mind and doesn’t make us present considering half of our class is missing. 

She keeps telling me that it can wait until thanksgiving break because she just had surgery a month ago and the hospital beds will hurt her back. As understandable as that is I’m literally gonna kms. She’ll spend late school nights with my baby sister in the hospital because she scratched her arm. I’m virtual so even though she’s still home while she’s sleeping and picking my sisters up from school I could do literally anything. She blames everything on my dad putting his hands on me months ago. That was back in May and I have little to no contact with my dad now. Every time I try telling someone about the things she does she always says that it’s because of me always arguing with her. Either way I’ll be alive for the sake of my cat. She turned 7 months old today. My family hates her but I make sure she gets fed and everything. My sisters take my mom’s side and my dad doesn’t live with me but hey I still have my cat. And I will continue to live for her sake.

They literally want me at the hospital for su!c!de watch but my mom won’t let me go because I’ll miss school. This is the same woman that has me miss days of school at a time for doctors appointments. Currently thinking about telling my therapist I want to kms during our appointment tomorrow so they’ll force her to take me.