All my life people have called me many things.....weird, special, stupid, etc. I used to let those names bring me down. Doing so.....I almost lost myself because of it. Now I'm not saying this to throw myself a pity party or to make you feel bad for me. I'm just telling you about myself.

I went from an emotional wreck to who I am now. I embrace who I am and what makes me myself. I don't yell at you if you insult me. I just thank you for it, because it's who I am that made you mad at me.

"When you can't run you crawl, when you can't do that, you find somebody to carry you" -Malcolm Reynolds. 

I may not have someone to carry me, but I will push on. I push on for those hundreds of people who were and are just like me. People who are bullied, abused, hated, and cast out. 

Now I'm going to end this pretty fast because I don't want to bore you. I just want to say that if you are ever in need of help or just want somebody to vent/talk to. I'm your guy. I don't mind talking to you about your personal problems or more private topics if you wish so. Anything you talk to me about is not going to be shared anywhere. I know for some people that their secrets can hurt others and so that's why I won't tell.