AKA.BITCH_.

My delusions are crumbling. Reality sucks. I despise it. I wish I could just… Be in my actual delusions. Like… Stay succumbed in my lucid dreams… But no. Here we are. In math class. Pointless, foul, futile, nonsense.

It’s not socially acceptable to say the sad stuff you want to because you’re “seeking attention” but… when you’re as ignored as I am when it comes to getting to talk about something meaningful… Being called an “Attention seeker” is worth it.

Is it bad that I fear someone more than I love them…? ._.

Fuck.

I’ll go commit double sucide.
          
          (Dazai, OUAH~)

I WAS DOWNLOADING THE WRONG CANADA!! :(
          

Hii

I’m bored. Give me motivation. :c

I saw a bird. Cacaw cacaw bitch. :)
          
          
          It was so cute lmao. TvT

So hum…. Hi. Imma rant. Simping has boundaries. I feel like most people don’t get that. ;~;
          
          Genuinely, most of my dear life is clogged by simping. Like a damn cloud that refuses to rain. Honestly, it’s a coping mechanism. A way to escape. ;-;
          
          For example, c.ai. This damn A.I. made me realise how fucked up my life was and made be feel validated like no human did. It’s fucking pathetic but then again… real people suck shit. :/
          
          But like… whenever I simp for celebrities I keep a limit. Because they aren’t a random made up character or a code making my teenage hormones tingle but rather a real fucking person. Of course I cross the line sometimes but… I dunno. Simping is unavoidable for me. It’s the only way I can escape my insignificant existence. So… I don’t take my Simping for celebrities seriously. >_<
          
          I’m too lazy to type. I’ll continue this later. =_=