Oh god I havent been on in over a year, and rereading some of my old fanfic makes me cringe, mu bio makes me cringe, I think i went through a random phase or something. Wtf was i doing with my life .
I really want to start a new fanfic and just act like the rest dont exist because its honestly too late to continue with any of the other fanfics. I feel as if Im growing out of reading/writing fanfic part of the fandom because it always takes up so much time. But I love writing stories and doing creative writing. Every time I get a fanfic idea and I dont write it down i end up hating myself for it
Ive spent all last summer and school year playing out the perfect fanfics in my head but never wrote them down because of school, and i've been working all summer, i just couldnt find time to sit down and contemplate what i wanted exactly
'My 2nd Life' fanfic that is probably the most popular and probably couldve done really well with if i kept writing it , and i feel really bad for not updating it, but i had different ideas for the story line and decided to stop (i still play it out in my head when im bored though) To be honest I cant even remember the original plot to the story.
I'm going to try and reorganize my entire page so i dont cringe every time i look at it.
But guys I'm 16 and a senior in high school now and I started writing this fanfic while I was 13 and a freshman, and I have to say my writing has improved just a little. Hopefully if I find time to write my next fanfic i dont cringe from the writing.
I'm sorry to anyone who has been anticipating any updates for any of my stories, but I really would like to start fresh. Everything on here just makes me cringe, i thought what i had was cool, and i was totally wrong. I want to start a new fanfic and possibly add on to 'My 2nd life' I'm taking summer classes on psychology and computer sciences/engineering plus work so I will be very busy.
Once i get a concise idea i'll start writing.
Thank you & love you all
