mary stan

I wanna get at least 4 chapters before I decide to post them, just so I don't have to worry too much

Finished the prologue!!!!!!!!!!!! I wanna work on chapter 1 and mayyyybe chapter 2 if I feel like it

Im writing this shit rn fuck cringe culture 

i want to the very moment one of them realizes that they actually have romantic feelings for each other. AND NO I DON'T WANT IT TO BE LIKE "IM NOT GAY WTF"
          
          i want them to deny it. i want them to want to preserve their friendship. i want them to fear rejection and bottle up their feelings until it explodes. 
          
          let gold try to hint that he likes silver and that he genuinely wants to be with him. let gold confess to him. yet silver is unsure. he's unsure if he's truly grown enough as a person to handle a relationship. let him truly think and evaluate himself as a person.
          
          
          and let gold be there for him every step of the way. let him support him and wait for his answer. even if he never receives one, he promises to be there for him and help him grow even more. 
          
          
          GIVE ME WHAT IM CRAVING!!!!!!! GRRR WOOF WOOF WOOF

NO BC IM TIRED OF SEEING PEPOLE MAKE SILVER OR GOLD BEING ALL GOOGOO EYES OVER EACH OTHER AS SOON AS THE MEET
          
          I WANT TO SEE THEIR RELATIONSHIP FESTER AND GROW

I JUST WANNA WRITE A CUTE LIL FANFIC WITH THEM BC THEY'RE MY COMFORT CHARACTERS G OD 

LIKE NO LITERALLY LET ME TELL YALL

Please y'all this is my hyperfixation im going bananas 

LIKE AT THE BEGINNING GOLD SEES SILVER AND HES LIKE "hey ik u said u wanna bond with ur pokemon more and become stronger...... nd im the champion so......... lemme help u " 
          
          AND SILVER WAS GONNA BE LIKE "tch, whatever.......... but lemme come with u just to go see what kanto is like lol" AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAS GONNA GO FROM ACQUAINTANCES TO ROMANTIC INTERESTS????? MAYBE?????.?

RESISTING THE URGE TO WRITE A PRECIOUSMETALSHIPPING FANFIC ......