So, I'm still working on SD, but I can with honesty reveal that things are slowly/cautiously coming together. I have since long ago thought and decided that I'm going to bring a whole new depth to the characters and a certain darkness stained upon their pasts.
(This is completely irrelevant, but I feel like I want you guys to know- at least a small part- to why I'm so drawn to damaged characters. To answer those of you who would like to know- it's because I, myself have danced and bled in the company of my own demons. I've been broken and longed so desperately for relief that... *Oh god! I think I'm gonna start cry- emotional with a capital E*
*Clears throat, wiping tears with the back of my hand.*
T-that... I know what it feels to want to end something just because the pain is more than you can take. It eats you up from the inside and no matter the things you take or do makes it go away permanently.
Now, I'm not saying that my characters are going to tell a story that represents my own- because that remains to be discovered ;) - but something from theirs pasts will have shaken them up good and made them into what they are today. Does that make sense?)
So, with that said, I wish you who can relate to my 'little' rant the best of luck in the future and blue days ahead. This is so cheesy- but keep on going. That's what I did and that's what everyone else who've gone through melancholia or things similar- have done!
Though I don't know you and might never meet you, I believe in you. All of you!
Xx <3