Ashley Nicole West

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I'm falling out of gravity, I guess it's my new strategy..
          It was only in my dreams, this life is tearing at the seams..
          Holding on to that last breath, but all the signs just point to death..
          Just wait..
          Just....
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          Wait..
          Do you feel the air leaving?
          All of your organs screaming? 
          No?
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          Wait..
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          It's me..
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          I'm the one fading...
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          The more I blink, the darker it gets..
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          Let's just get..
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          One..
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          Last...
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          Breath....
          

Just some poetry that I felt like sharing
          
          You see me here, you see me there
          But in the dark, I'm everywhere
          
          Some see me, some fear me
          But you my dear, accept me
          
          The pain is deep, it hurts to keep
          But in the end, you will find sleep
          
          It feels like drowning, your heart is frowning
          But soon your lively tree starts browning
          
          Like an old piece of fabric, you begin to fray
          
          That's when I realize, you have let me stay
          
          I make my place, deep inside
          
          A comfy place where I can hide 
          
          Now just to wait for the right time
          
          You hear my whispers, you feel my presence
          
          More and more, you lack resistance 
          
          My time is coming, I can feel the humming
          
          The day has come, it's been fun
          
          But my job is done
          
          As I hear the last beats
          
          I leave the comfy seats
          
          I escape the fading light, and disappear into the night
          
          You were an easy victim, I can't believe you didn't tell them
          
          The cutting, the drugging, the consistent humming. 
          
          The depression invited me in, he said his job was done and it was my turn
          
          There was a slight burn, the hope that was left like an open urn. 
          
          But soon you realized there was no chance, so I did my job like an elegant dance. 
          
          Goodbye my dear, you were so kind
          
          To bad they were all so blind
          
          Before I go I want you to know, I was the last blow
          
          That final thought that releases the pain
          
          So darling I'll tell you my name
          
          My name is suicide, it have been a pleasure playing this game

Happy birthday to me! Finally 24!!

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Man.. I'm truly struggling lately.. I just wish there was something I could do to just make the depression, anger, and anxiety go away.. 

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