InLoveWithThatPanda
Smutualese/Smutp4nd4 back here again, borrowing Inlove's acc, thanks btw.
AND FVCK YOU WATTPAD AND GOOGLE FOR SUDDENLY NOT LETTING ME LOG IN.
InLoveWithThatPanda
InLoveWithThatPanda
Wattpad really deleted Smvt's account... My friends hard work all gone in the dust
InLoveWithThatPanda
I almost k!ll3d myself yesterday... I just wanted to say it somewhere
lalisyia
@InLoveWithThatPanda I hope you feel better now, been there (still there) but just know, I'm always here if you wanna speak. it's okay, we're in the same boat and I understand you.
InLoveWithThatPanda
WTH IS UP WITH MY MOM?!?!?! Everytime I bring up getting therapy or taking a test she just says it's all in my head (as if it was never that) but everytime I'm on my phone or doing literally anything, she keeps bringing up mental health problems and that I should stay away from society (while also fitting into society) just to stay "healthy". She's literally the reason I'm hurting
Dewdropcoffee
@InLoveWithThatPanda Try the app called wysa. It helped me when I had depression, anxiety, and dealt with self harm. Most girls have mental health issues because of society. Honestly I also just stopped caring what society wanted and started being what I needed, you know.
InLoveWithThatPanda
DAMIE AND SHIHO IS DEPARTING FROM TREASURE ANG SAKIT
forevermoreliskook
@InLoveWithThatPanda sobrang sakit... Yg always love to hurt yg idol fans how many times i feel broken because of yg
InLoveWithThatPanda
I know they're my friends and I'm thankful for that but after being in separate classes and buildings for the first time since we met... It just doesn't feel right. We may be in different courses and classes but I was the only one out of their picture.
We barely see each other and the only time we do is when it's time to go home and I walk 8 floors to see them. I'm happy to see them happy but I feel awful for feeling jealous when they have so much to talk about and I'm just there standing clueless... It's elementary days all over again
InLoveWithThatPanda
It sounds selfish but everytime I see them together, I feel extremely jealous. I'm here too but we don't spend time with eachother.
InLoveWithThatPanda
I thought I found my happy place but turns out they already have a happy place of their own
InLoveWithThatPanda
"It's okay. You can always find friends. There's a lot of people on this world"
That is the problem. There's so many people in this world, I can't find a place where I would fit in
InLoveWithThatPanda
HYBE! I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!! LET THE 15 BOYS DEBUT TOGETHER!!! JUST STOP RUINING OUR DREAMS!!!