I fucked up. 
I used to think that you and I would have been the perfect team.
i hated thinking that you'd come back to me, you did, but you kept going away.
what's wrong? Fuck I'm always here.
I can't believe something so beautiful turned out to be something so messy. I was stupid in believing that you'd change and you'd want me back. but no, you had your chance. You had your chance to change...

I'm still in love with you even though you've been an asshole. I still forgive you even though you did something wrong. and I'll still fall for your smile and i don't know why. 

you confuse me so much. But why do i fucking love it.