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Fucking hell, I’m so lonely. I have my family and friends, and yet I’m lonely. I like being alone, and yet I’m lonely. I give and give and give and I never seem to get the same back. So now I’ve given up on believing I’m a good person because if I was then surely people would appreciate everything I’ve done for them. But they don’t. So there’s clearly something very deeply wrong with me and I don’t deserve to live, so honestly I give myself 12 weeks max before I off myself. I’ve considered it so many times and have had at least three attempts, but it’s just too much. I don’t know how to live with myself anymore. I know no one on here actually cares, I’m just some random person on the Internet, but to anyone who sees this: thank you. I’m so tired, but sometimes I’ll still come on here and see one of you has replied to something or other I said, and it honestly lights up my whole day. I wish I knew some of you irl, I think I’d probably be happier if I did, but I don’t, which is a shame, because you all seem like such lovely people. I’ll miss you when I’m gone, whenever that happens to be, and again, none of you who happen to see this care, but
if you’ve read this whole paragraph, thank you. Take care <3