(TW: Suicide)
So, for a project I'm doing in Spanish (I do spanish-ish) I had to do a creative thing. Since my school went back online, I had the idea to use my phone to make a digital drawing. I told my dad, who said no without even knowing what I was talking about. I took my phone out to try and show him, and he ignores me while I try to explain. He ends up screaming at me, even though my mom was asleep. My mom wakes up and starts shouting at me too, even though she doesn't even know what the f*ck was going on. I tried to explain but they both didn't let me talk. The one time I finally said:
"Can you guys please just listen to me?!"
They both started hitting me. I was on the floor in the corner for like, 10 minutes while they hit me. This happened 5 minutes ago.
I recently stopped having Suicidal thoughts and was finally in a good mood when I woke up (which never happens)
But now I'm back to feeling suicidal. Even homicidal at points.
No one reads my posts anymore.
I really need someone to talk to.
Please can someone talk to me