IncognitoTemMei

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Physically trembling. Cryin’ a bit. Unstable throughout. It’s her birthday today and all I can do is think of how much I’m hurting. It sucks. This sucks. I wish I knew what went wrong when and where so I could go back and stop it. I was so happy. I was HAPPY. ITS BEEN A YEAR AND A HALF IT FEELS LIKE OTS BEEN A DECADE. i just can’t. Anymore. 
          	
          	I don’t care if she doesn’t love me back, I just wanted to be her friend. Why did I have to try to be her friend. Why did I have to get so close. Why did I have to fuck up. Why. I wish
          	I wish I wish oh how I wish. 
          	
          	But if wishes were stars and all that. 
          	
          	
          	Maybe I just never meant much to her. Which is fine. It hurts, it hurts so bad but it’s fine. It’s okay. It’s fine I just- 
          	I’m being so stupid lol. I deserve this. I deserve worse. I’m lucky I got off so light. I hate this I just. 
          	
          	Can’t anymore.

S4M_J4M

Yo yo yo, it's been a sec. Things going good for you? And did you play the new chapter? IT WAS SO PEAK BRO...

S4M_J4M

@IncognitoTemMei I should've figured, FORGET I EVER SAID ANYTHING ABT IT THEN. YOU DON'T KNOW IF IT'S PEAK OR NOT...
            That sucks, dude. Do you mind if I ask what's bothering you?
            I'm doing good tho, thanks for asking!
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IncognitoTemMei

@S4M_J4M
            Hi hiii! It has lol. I’ve been avoiding Wartpad and most socials because of the new chapter, actually! And to avoid TADC spoilers and I haven’t watched the last episode OR played the new chapter of Deltarune, unfortunately. 
            
            And nah,,, things aren’t so good lol. But it’s okay! That’s normal on my side of town. How are you?
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IncognitoTemMei

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Physically trembling. Cryin’ a bit. Unstable throughout. It’s her birthday today and all I can do is think of how much I’m hurting. It sucks. This sucks. I wish I knew what went wrong when and where so I could go back and stop it. I was so happy. I was HAPPY. ITS BEEN A YEAR AND A HALF IT FEELS LIKE OTS BEEN A DECADE. i just can’t. Anymore. 
          
          I don’t care if she doesn’t love me back, I just wanted to be her friend. Why did I have to try to be her friend. Why did I have to get so close. Why did I have to fuck up. Why. I wish
          I wish I wish oh how I wish. 
          
          But if wishes were stars and all that. 
          
          
          Maybe I just never meant much to her. Which is fine. It hurts, it hurts so bad but it’s fine. It’s okay. It’s fine I just- 
          I’m being so stupid lol. I deserve this. I deserve worse. I’m lucky I got off so light. I hate this I just. 
          
          Can’t anymore.

IncognitoTemMei

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GAH FUCK I FORGOT IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE HERE UNTIL AFTER I WATCH THE LAST EPISODE OF TADC. IM NOT GONNE BE HERE GUYS. IF YOU WANNA CONTACT ME YOU KNOW MY MAIN @ AND CAN CHECK MY Place 2 Chat BOOK FOR OTHER @s STAY SAFE AND STAY HYDRATED.

IncognitoTemMei

@S4M_J4M 
            It is! It’s just not my main /username/ because my original account got trashed by Watty-Twatty a few years ago. This is technically a secret account! hehe 
            But Yee, it is my main dw!! Also hiii I’ll respond to everything soon!! ARE YOU EXCITED FOR NEW DELTARUNE CHAPTER? I AM!!! STAY SAFE AND STAY HYDRATED!!!!
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S4M_J4M

@IncognitoTemMei THIS ISN'T YOUR MAIN??? I THOUGHT THIS WAS YOUR MAIN-
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IncognitoTemMei

Wondering if the decision I’m about to make is the right one. I don’t.. mind, if it hurts ME, and it will. But I don’t want to hurt the other party. 
          
          (Also hello. Wi-Fi has been in and out for several days. It just started working. I’m anxious and stressed but it’s okay because I have Super Lesbian Animal RPG. And.. and Deltarune as well, I guess. Soon. So stressed…. Anyway, how is everyone?)

IncognitoTemMei

Found some old eps of Black Butler from my last attempt at rewatching. Tempted to try and properly rewatch it again for the nostalgia and the way it make me feel- and so I can get past season 1 lol. There’s so many other episodes and even a movie I missed. The last (and only) time I tried watching season 2 one of the episodes my anime dealer gave me was some ecchi-looking things involving gambling. I thought it was a gag, ngl, but I was a bit dumb back then. Figured out it wasn’t pretty quickly. I wanna know that anime too but BB has my heart. And I wanna see my pookies again <33 
          Lemmie know what y’all think or what you recommend I watch since it’s pride month!

S4M_J4M

Yo twin, don't mind me casually invading your message board...
          You planning on dojng anything special with your profjle since Pride Month is tomorrow or nah? Just curious...
          Also howzitgoing? You doing good?

S4M_J4M

@IncognitoTemMei CRUD I'M SORRY VRO I JUST SAW THIS HRRRG--
            Anyways that's good, makes room for more random posts... /j
            That's honestly fair. I don't blame you, I'm pretty lazy myself -- I managed to keep my banner due to Stolas! Lowk so w... dw abt the brainrot tho. I'm the same abt Invincible brainrot, trust. If you do ever revamp your profile, one tip I'd pass on (even tho I'm newer here, what am I on abt): quotes for greetings and goodbyes in the bio would slap. Thanks for the compliment on my profile btw! I appreciate it a ton. I know it's common in Wattpad bios nowendays BUT I NEED THAT MUSIC PLAYER THING EVERYONE USES. It would be so cool...
            Eh, life is always crappy so I don't blame you. Finding people to meet is nice tho, I oughta see abt it more... not the anime but tho. I like the concepts and plotlines BUT IT'S SO LONG FOR ME I CAN'T WATCH IT. That and I sadly don't prefer animes... I dropped One Piece just bc it felt so long each episode. And I JUST started Arlong Park by the time I quit... could I ask what you're watching rn tho?
            Evefyone's got their favorite character, so gl? Lol Idk vro-
            Compared to the past few days, today was sadly one of the worse days so far. Stuff happened with my parents, that's all I'll say.
            Y'know, one of the first people I met on Wattpad had a Spamton profile -- and it inspired me to make my profile Roulxs Kaard... DAMNIT THAT COULD'VE BEEN COOL THEME TO RETURN TO.
            Pardon my crashout--
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IncognitoTemMei

Lol I just realized my profile is kinda Spamton themed lmfaooooo holy heck it’s been forever. I miss having that silly goofy goober in my head.
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IncognitoTemMei

@S4M_J4M 
            Worry not, I don’t mind in the slightest! Invasions and comments welcome! :3 
            Hmm… I usually just change my pfp/display name and call it a day, honestly. But it HAS been (Hazbin… hehe… can you tell I’m mildly brainrotted-?) literally years since I’ve dusted off my bio n stuff. I’ll prolly revamp it. Maybe. Possibly. I really should ;~v~ 
            But yea-nah, not rlly. Just an intro, some facts, fandoms, silly stuff. My original placeholder bio was just random song lyrics. I like what you’ve done with yours too btw! Looks neat! :D 
            And uhhh I’mmmmmm… alive. A little disconcerted and mildly stressed and the usual bs I gotta deal with, but I’m also tentatively hopeful that I’ll be able to talk in discord servers and make new friends and/or acquaintances this month! I’ve also resumed watching anime (as I always should’ve) and picked up a handful of new ones. And aside from Vox boring holes in my brain with his claws I’m enjoying official content and will soon go fanfiction hunting! 
            ….maybe!! 
            SO how are YOU? :D
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