𝕸𝖔𝖓𝖔 {𝓜𝓮𝓲}

I really should feel more comfortable around someone who seems to care about me. 

Happy pride! I am still relatively inactive due to many things but I can and will try and get back to updating stuff eventually. Okay bye. 
          
          Oh and drink water. 

Look who came crawling back again it’s meeeeeeeeee
          
          And I’m siiiccckkk yaaaaaayyyyyy 
          
          Not sure why I still bother with this account but oh well. Hope everyone is good and staying safe. 

Listening to all of YonKaGor’s music again  #bouttacrymyeyesout
          
          I miss her. 

It’s ironic how I like slowburn but some relationships are fastburn for me sighs. 
          
          I AM at the end of the line tho, so I guess no biggie. If it works out, it works out. 
          
          And if the one I still care deeply for comes back, I’ll accept the company if I can’t have more. 

Being high-maintenance sucks and is so so stupid lol. Smh. 
          
          Maybe it was a mistake, to wish to be wanted. Maybe I shouldn’t have yearned. But eh. No one REALLY cares. 
          
          Ugh this is so stupid. I do t wanna do this again. Don’t wanna do it to myself. Don’t wanna do it to anyone else. Hasn’t there been enough hurt? 
          
          I’m dumb for this. So fucking dumb. I’m- I’m gonna regret this. It’s gonna come back and bite me hard, and not in the sexy way. I don’t wanna do this. 
          
          But hey, fuck it? I guess? We’ll see where this goes. 

Happy V-Day guys! Or SAD, if you’re single. Remember to hydrate. And all that good stuff!

Why am I so goddamn bitter? lol 
          
          Nah I would- I woulda been FINE. 
          BUT NOW I GOTTA START SHIT HYUK HYUK HYUK. 
          
          Maybe I’m not cut out to be nice :3

I miss being happy, even if I was deluding myself. 
          
          Whelp, time to re-read Infatuation. 

Update: Played choosing the options that were the most Me and got the bad end <33 
          
          I keep getting proven right lolol. I’d be sadder, but it’s expected. 
          
          Now, how do I get the good end…..