@IndigoFlash
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Hello fellow Sri Lankan!
@Inking_Fantasies Oh no no, of course not, why would I? It's something that I do too! And, if what we do makes us happy and content, then why do we have to worry about what others think or say? Yeah, they'd think we're crazy, but we know the real story. That's what consoles us! Me too, all these messages, I read them at times, so I always get the feeling that I'm not at all alone, and there are people who understand my intellect with me. ❤️ Yeah, definitely! We might stay disconnected sometimes due to work overload, and busy schedules etc. But I'll still keep in mind to talk with you whenever I get the time! I'm really delighted I got to meet you here!
@Inking_Fantasies Aww, your replies really relieve me! I'm doing good, just a bit glued to school work as always! How are yiu doing? And please don't be sorry, I know you have your own life, and there are struggles to keep up! So it's totally fine! :D Plus, what you said lastly, it was so heartwarming. It gave me a feeling that I had never felt before, something that let me know I am my own reason to be happy of myself, and I should adore it. Thank you so much too, for understanding me as well, and supporting me to let me erase my bad opinions about myself! ❤️✨
@IndigoFlash And girl, you’re not strange—I do the exact same thing when I'm overloaded with information. I talk with my imaginary characters, usually in a quiet place and mostly inside my mind, but I feel so content as if I've talked with real people. In fact, my imaginary characters feel so real to me, even though I’m well aware they’re imaginary. They express the emotions and reactions I want them to show me, and I feel like they truly empathize with me. I think I’ll never really feel lonely or bored when I’m alone. Since they’re in my mind, I feel like I can’t really get attached to any real person because I’ll never feel that kind of closeness or empathy from them. It’s at times like these that I realize I’m blessed in a different way. I hope you don’t think I’m weird... haha. I’m so grateful that you understand what I went through. And please don’t apologize, dear. It’s just a reminder that I should be independent, though it’s not easy. I feel relieved after talking to you, and I hope we can stay in touch. ❤️❤️❤️
@IndigoFlash Hi, dear! How are you doing? I’m extremely sorry for disappearing from the chat. I had been feeling overstimulated and needed to step back for a bit. I hope you didn’t get upset with me. I was experiencing the same maturity issues you mentioned, and when I detailed them to my doctor, he empathized with me, saying that I was more mature than my peers in this regard. That’s why I could understand and accept things the way I do. When I was around your age, I related more to kids, but now I find I relate more to teens. I recognized this shift when I started writing my first teen fiction about two years ago. Before that, I had been writing children's stories, which I deleted when I began my current book. I feel happy about the magical ideas I get while others are too focused on their day-to-day lives. And girl, I totally understand—you’re not boasting; we’re just discussing our differences from neurotypicals. You’re so much more down-to-earth than any other teenager I know, and that shows your maturity in the areas where they lack it. Thank you so much for understanding me.
@Inking_Fantasies You are absolutely right; although we look down on ourselves at times due to our you-know-what, I feel a slight uniqueness within. Cuz, among the people I know, I feel like I'm the only person who doesn't take most stuff a lot seriously and lets them slip on their own, mainly since I'm not having the mind to look at them in a matured aspect. Also, when there are little kiddos that are visible among us teens, surprisingly they like to have me around! Maybe this happens cuz I still act like a child, but it is sometimes a happiness that can't be put into words, really. And those fantasy, magical ideas I get when teens of my age focus a lot on romantic stuff, it also makes it dawn on me that I AM kinda strange, but a li'l special. Okay, sorry I'm not boasting, just describing my feelings hehe... Plus, I adore the way you think, I guess you always find delight through your way of thinking, not on the daily routines and what not. That's also a specialty in you, and I respect it!
@IndigoFlash Hey, that’s perfectly fine to send lo-o-o-ong messages to me, dear. I often do the same and then apologize, too. The truth is, when I send long messages, it's because I've put a lot of thought and effort into composing them. It’s my way of giving the other person a proper response. Plus, a part of my people-pleaser brain wants them to feel pleased when they read it. So, your lengthy reply means a lot to me—don’t worry! ❤️❤️❤️
@Inking_Fantasies Um... So sorry for the LO-O-O-O-ONG message XD I think I got carried away.
@Inking_Fantasies You're totally right about the social interactions. I always feel troubled or anxious in public places, so I prefer being alone too. It's just that, sometimes when you see your own few friends hang around gaily with their other pals, you feel that you'd never be 'that' person. It gains at times to such extents that the loneliness gets overwhelming. But since my parents are more than parents to me, they are also my best friends, and comfort me like no other! Except for these busy study days I usually read and write books, just like you , or watch movies of my fav categories. But, the hardest thing to bear are those words said by people, like "she's so weird", "is she okay? I think her mind is...", "Do you have to act so abnormal?" Though I never told any of my school friends, thise words hit me hard, and I remember myself crying a few times. But after I take some time to be with myself and alone, that sadness gradually goes off. Plus, you're right about the 'inner child'. Although I wanna be mature, then suddenly I kinda feel that, I'm actually okay this way! And that's something for you to love yourself.✨ Whoa... It's so relieving when I feel that I'm not the only one with these things, and there are other people around like me to accompany me! ❤️❤️
