I get the feeling of how I am right now or when I should be writing.
I should clarify what I am doing.
As some of you know, I am currently employed full-time. So it does take time with the option where I should be writing or something else.
Of course, I do like playing games, especially online since it goes by seasons.
So basically, I have a limit of time when I should get back on writing during my breaks than the days that I have to be working on my job.
It is sad for me that I do not have much time for myself but to work on my job to earn money.
I don't want to give up, even if I am getting busier as time goes on.
Maybe...
If only I had to live alone in my home, then maybe I could have a possible choice for my entire life to pursue the dream I wanted as a part of my hobby.
Although, it can be tough since there are challenges I am currently facing right now.
Just doing nothing is not going to help me at all with a smile. Just me moving with my hands and my body.
I don't know how I can move on more undoubtedly along with my raw potential while the method I have used and the stories I have published from the past are still connected to me from behind.
The more choices I have been wielding than just writing, the more I can hardly tell it could feel worse. If it is my shadow where I faced my mistakes, then I have no choice but to accept the past since it is the truth in my eyes.
Just how long until I achieve the life I wanted while my lifetime can be limited?