I love many things.. Warrior Cats, Animal Jam, Jurassic Park, ROBLOX.. All those things are important to me. I'm a capricorn, and I do have aspergers. I am VERY weird in the outside world, and honestly, I feel safe on the internet, where nobody can see or judge me for my actions in the real world. I create lies and lies, trying to create the perfect me. On the internet, I try and be who I want to be. The me that I can't be, because I am simply too weird for my classmates and everybody around me. I try to be normal, I swear I do, but one way or the other, they get through my walls and begin to attack me. I can't control what I do. Either it's stubborn me doing what I want, perfect me here, me controlling myself to do what I don't want to do, or the outraged and destructive me. I feel safe here. This is why my face is glued to this screen.
I want to be the right person, but I simply don't have the tools.
Is it finally over.. are you finally done? Are you happy now, did you have your fun? I hope it was worth it, all the tears that I cried, although they were few, they were a hurricane of emotion and pain, and hurt. Ambition and impulse and hate and even worse, myself, which was dying on the inside. All while they were laughing, I was terrified. Then, with all the hate I built up, I punched and I kicked, and I even bit, all those around me. The hatred was released, I could be put to rest. I had got my 'revenge'. Though, that's just a fantasy. When I was young, I urged and wanted to hurt everyone around me. I couldn't. I couldn't. The penned up anger has still not been released. I hold the fury of a raging fire. They are all closing in. Stay calm. Stay calm. Find an inner strength within. Stay calm. Stay calm. It's a nightmare, I soon will be set free.
So yeah other than all my pain i'm an incredible reliable 15 year old who loves animals :D
You can trust me. Seriously.
I come from the Animal Jam stories wiki, and I also have QuoteV.
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Stories by Derpasaurus Rex
- 3 Published Stories
Tainted Veins
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"We're finally back together?" "Yeah.." "The toxic cats are back."
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Off The Map
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Here we go, the reboot of this dumb, idiotic, grammarless story I made when I was 10! I am now 15, and I just...
Desolate
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In a post-apocalyptic world with few survivors, a ruthless army of ink-furred wolves, and a group of four ani...