Inhuette

hii, it’s maki i was trying to add your discord to catch up with you but you aren’t accepting friend requests so 

I'm glad to be alive. I'm so glad. I understand now. If I didn't go through any hardships, I would've never made it where I am today. I would've never achieved this happiness. And there's so much more happiness to look forward to. It sounds almost sickly twisted to say, but I'm grateful for the hard times I've had, and especially for making it through them. I would not be here if I weren't desperately trying to claw my way out of pain. After 3 years, since 8th grade, I can truly now say, that I feel completely myself. That I feel happy. That I am brave. I can look the younger me in the eye, and not feel guilty about not making her happy. She can proudly look up to me. It's all so surreal. Even just 4 months ago...I would've never imagined that I had made it so far. What even is this life, man? The more time that passes, the more things seem accelerated. I'm proud to be me, I'm proud, proud, proud. It's a feeling I've never felt before. Self-love. I never realized how desperately I lacked it. It's almost like, as soon as I am comfortable with myself and in top condition mentally, I can love and focus on people and things that matter to me MUCH MUCH MUCH better than ever before. It's effortless. I've achieved your goals, 8&9th grade me. Maybe this isn't who you imagined probably xD, but everything you wished to have felt, I feel it. I will never be the same after this. Never. I can confidently say the chapter of my cycles of depression and regression are over, I've gone through the point of no return, and I'm braver still. Now I know I usually talk to the future me who reads this in these posts, but like, I don't have any expectations of you tbh xD. I know you'll do what needs to be done. So. Whenever you read this Jazzy, however many months into the future it may be, report back to me. Know how much I believe in you, but I'm sure you already know that. This feeling seems permanent. Future Jas, GOOD LUCK!!! YOUR LIFE IS EVEN BETTER THAN MINE BUT GOOD LUCK!!! CHEERS!!!

@Vampi_kik Yeah I'm a girl :)

Read all ur entries from the beginning I can rlly see the self development and understanding as u matured u had a long way ahead of you 
          Rest in peace 
          
          Love, light jaydah

rest in peace

So I saw some people were planning to spam you and deciding to join , cuh why not?

You’re so real on your boards. I always thought you was on some weird stuff but as I read it you was always speaking facts. MANNN ARE U DEAD FR?? LIKE WHAT? YOU WERE MY BESTIE…YOU CANT LEAVE ME MANN

umm did you kill yourself?

INHU HEYYY

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