Phosphie

If I were to publish a new story would yall read it?

Heya! Thanks for the follow :-)

WE MIGHT GET ANOTHER DOG AND IDK HOW TO FEEL

 I JUST READ AN OLD STORY THAT I WROTE WHEN I WAS 12 HOLY SHIT GUYS. WHY WAS I SO MUCH BETTER LINGUISTICALLY THAN I AM NOW?!

I just did an art study and I hate my art so much atm. I can never finish a peice and ita pissing me off.

C A N  A N Y O N E  H E A R  M E

I feel like I want to show something and break every glass in the house. I feel like I want to cut all of my clothes into pieces and set them ablaze. I'm so angry for no reason, and my art isn't relieving any of it. It's probably because my main outlet (exercise) has been out of the picture for a month. I just want to B R E A K stuff.

Okay, so I'm kinda having a mental breakdown. I don't know what to do, I don't know who I am anymore. I just feel like in not good enough and I'm having a spiral. I am confused and don't know how to feel. I dont know why I can never find someone who wants me for me, and not for anything else. I feel like I am a monster in human flesh and I feel like I am a horrible thing to look at. I apologize to those who have to look at me on a daily basis. I am disgusting. I feel like I'm in a whirlwind with no way out, no sense of escape, and no grounding. 

Hey guys, anyone got any ideas to help me get out of my not wanting to do anythingness.

Has anyone listened to "The Lightning Thief" ???!!! Its great!