Babey Bat 🦇

Hello
          I figure I’d make this as a sort of explanation as to why I have been taking down and putting back up writings at random.
          I have issues with my writings, if that isn’t clear enough. Some I love, then begin to hate over time. It’s very easy for it to make its way into my head that what I write is bad, and only such. So I take down the writings, convinced that they’re all bad and next to no one likes them.
          And as of late, anything I’ve tried to write hasn’t gone far, and my hate for what I write has only grown. So now I don’t know what to do. 
          If I were to put them back up (again) there’d be less than there was just months ago. 
          Counting up all that I have is nearing 90 in just S/M scenarios, but I’d only be putting a little bit up, just the ones I could like just a smidge, and even then it’s not much.
          And I wouldn’t post much at all I don’t think.
          So I’m sorry to the very few of you who see this and enjoy what I post of my writing, I don’t know if or when they’ll be back.

UPDATE ON MY MISFORTUNE!
          
          So apparently everyone else but myself can see my own posts. 
          Well then.
          I can’t get to my own posts. This is fine. Y’Know. Not slightly freaking out because I can’t respond to any comments that may be made on those posts and now I’m freaking out because if I don’t respond they’ll think I’m mean or just don’t care. But I do. I do care and I want to respond like the polite bean I am.
          
          So if I don’t respond it’s because I physically can’t, not because I don’t want to.
          
          - L ❤️

Okay, yesterday I had a lot of issues with Instagram and Wattpad.
          For some reason, the eight drawings I posted here were deleted along with any evidence of their existence (votes/reads)
          
          On Instagram (if you follow me) there was a story that said ‘things are glitching. This is just a test’. That was originally up on my personal, but for some reason it went to my art account.
          
          I got everything sorted out now, but I’m just explaining that I did post here yesterday with art, but all of that got deleted.
          
          I may put them back up later.
          
          - L ❤️

Your username is beautiful

I want to read ASOTM, but at the same time I want to still keep my sanity.
          
          Fuck.

Part two of ‘One More Star in the Sky’ is in progress!

I think I’m gonna take a break on writing Ghost and focus more on other stories. I’ve been trying to get myself to finish the next part of Ghost for the past few weeks, but I can’t get by maybe a few sentences before I lose motivation to update. Sorry :/
          
          -L ❤️

I probably shouldn’t be listening to 5th Period Massacre in school.

Call Me Zerø is destroying my life for a second time.
          I’m not even reading it again, I’m just having flashbacks.

I swear I’m gonna start crying
          It’s too dark.
          It wasn’t bad in a closed chest because I could hear their voices and I could see light, but now everything is dead quiet and dark.
          I feel like I’m being closed in on.