Hi my dear readers,
First of all- I'm truly sorry for ghosting my own story and the stories I follow for months now. There is no real excuse for my inactivity besides my inertia (and that I'm about to have my finals XD), I have been feeling hesitant to take up writing the next chapter, not bc I don't know what exactly it is going to be about, but bc I fear that in my uninspired and rushed mood the product would be subpar.
Second of all- I'm still absolutely willing to finish writing the story and I'm so excited about the next season of Shadow of Bones series with how there will probably be even more readers (and Alexander with scars and full blown villainous genius aesthetic will make my metaphorical heart soar, lmao- Ngl, though, I'm truly fevering for my bro Nikolai to steal the thunder with his entrance)
"Lowkey" hoping that with AU the series has gone its ending will be AU as well (PLEASE!!! MY HEART WON'T STAND FOR ANOTHER PAINTRIP- Idc if they make some stupid redeem trope out of it, I mean they already made Aleksander the fail of a Merzost virgin fumbling with a tragical love story as background story- DUUUDE! Help, lol. Pls, just don't make my baby go pull the same dumb martyr move, pls)
Now to tell you the reason I actually didn't write for so long- I'm in love with Loki, God of mischief, rightful king of Jotunheim, son of Frigga and a most narcissistical, complicated, brilliant, sarcastical, well dressed, divaesque dramaqueen. Oh, and not to forget-
I find his Jotun form beyond exquisite- my constant fantasy includes me forcing his royal haughtiness to move down on me by his horned crown and make him kneel ONLY TO ME- I've got it bad and it got worse when the minx actually admitted to being bi. I swear: A bit of both- the cackle that elicited made my ma look at me as if I had totally lost it now- I don't wanna know what she thought in that moment, but boy, I'm since having daydreams- Loki turning me into a man and/or himself female with his seidir..