I'm so sorry about this dewdrop..but I'm genuinely needing to write this rant out
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So basically I went to do dishes today, at 10:00 pm the specific set time I have for dishes that I hate with all my heart to go off schedule for unless aware of schedule change before hand, and found out MY gloves I own specifically for doing dishes was gone so I ask my mom and she say that she used them to dye something without even bothering to ask me the to borrow MY gloves, which okay cool fine but where are they? only to find out my dad accidently ripped them in half trying to help with something. Meaning I was forced to do dishes without my gloves which I have problems with. Because I hate touching dirty dishes bare-hand because there's almost always food residue left on the dishes, the water is hot as can be and burns my hands, and I don't like touching the food resadue because it's sticky or cold or squishy or you get the idea but anyways not to mention doing dishes without gloves on makes me feel like my hands are dirty as heck afterwards because of it and it doesn't help that I absoloutely dipise the texture of the sponges we use when wet and on top of that I feel like the knives weren't fully cleaned right because I had to hold them by the blade to clean the handles which I also hate how the handles feel when wet bc they're wooden sorta, and my parents refuse to acknowledge my genuine issues with that sure they said I could get new gloves tomorrow but that doesn't change the fact I had to be uncomfortable af while doing the dishes to the point I couldn't even finish them! It's just like how they refuse to acknowledge how I hate going off schedule for specific things like my specific schedule I do directly after school when I get home or when they make me do dishes earlier or later than the time i'm supposed to do it! 0^0 T^T