I'll be on hiatus, kaya i-unpublish ko na ulit lahat ng stories ko.
Last year, ito talaga 'yong pinag-iisipan ko dahil sa iba't ibang rason. Nahati ang atensyon ko kaya madalas akong clouded at hindi alam kung anong desisyon ba dapat ang gagawin ko.
There's some times na bigla na lang akong na-di-distract sa mga issues while nag-sa-struggle sa school works. Nahati atensyon ko which is disappointing and nakaka-frustrate dahil may nasira ako, and now, I regret the decision na bumalik nitong July 2023.
Nag-improve ako, nagkaroon ng kaibigan, and many positive things happened. Pero, hindi ko alam na kakainin no'n ang oras ko. 'Di naman ako nagsisisi na naging writer ko dahil ito ang gusto ko.
But now, it's unusual for someone like me na mag-breakdown. I'm not used to it, that's why it really is confusing to feel.
I will left this account for good. I was hoping to go back here after 4 years. I'm not sure if babalik ako sooner than later, pero probably after 4 years.
Tatapusin ko pa rin ang lahat, as I promises to my old self. Hoping that I am not on my character's shoes, kasi kung ako 'yon, that's tragic.
The reason of me leaving is not caused by anyone, but me. I ruined myself for 4 years, and it causes me a major problems na ayaw kong harapin. Now, I have to face the reality again. I have to gain myself back. Not emotionally, but my focus.
Sincerely yours,
Innquillet