InsaneFandomHuntress

Holy shit
          I have 538 notifications

Why the actual fuck do I have 199 notifications

Ok. New plan. 
          
          
          I’m gonna start checking it frequently but I’m not going through all of those

Ok. Haven’t checked my messages in forever. I’m actually gonna do it now. HERE WE GO BITCHES

i am so sick of hiding my sexuality.
          
          
          
          im queer and I wish I didn’t have to hide it.....

I hate that people think there’s only one way of self harm. But I love it too. Because that way I get get away with mine....

I have school tomorrow. It’s almost 2 am. WHY AM I STILL AWAKE????? THIS IS A PROBLEM!!! I GOTTA GET UP AT LIKE 5:30-6:00 AM TOMORROW!!!!!!!!! ughhhh I hate myself.

It hurts.
          Pretending to be someone your not.
          Acting your entire life.
          It’s exhausting. 
          I wanted to be an actor when I was younger, but now I’m not so sure because I don’t want to play another roll added to  the golden girl perfect straight virgin-pure smart all A’s child.
          
          
          
          I’m tired.
          
          
          I’m so, goddamn tired.
          
          I don’t want to be tired anymore,
          
          But it looks like I’m going to be worn out and exhausted for awhile.
          
          
          
          
          H e L p       M e

I’m tired.
          
          I’m just so, so, so Goddamn tired.

Holy shit.I was gone for what? 6 days? And I have 70 messages.....wow...