No matter what happens. No matter how difficult it gets even if it seems hopeless my belief has always been to never give up. Today I was tested and even if I don't want to exist or live I can't ignore this belief I've had my whole life. I hope this can give you hope if you ever feel the same way.
Appendicitis sucks! I've been stuck in the hospital for a month! Not really... A couple days but they were very painful days. No but seriously this is the worst pain I've ever been in fuck childbirth. I am not doing that!