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It hurts to laugh... literally. I'm crying while laughing. :)

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          It's gonna be a brighter day~
          
          
          I know it's gonna be a brighter day
          cuz little Johnny was born today
          and he's gonna be the one
          to find us a better way
          
          
          Looking into Mama's eyes
          all he sees is the tears she cries
          don't have a clue what really lies ahead
          is he gonna have to find his way
          his guns and drugs are getting carried away
          these are things that keep running through
          Mama's head
          
          
          I know it's gonna be a brighter day
          cuz little Johnny was born today
          and he's gonna be the one
          to find us a better way
          he's gonna need a little time to grow
          but little Johnny's got tomorrow
          and I know his gonna be the one
          to find us a better way
          
          
          Now listen as the siren goes by
          it's another mother's turn to cry
          oh why did we ever let the world turn so
          cold, no, no, no ...
          well, I know Johnny's gonna make a change
          he knows the road he's gotta rearrange
          to make it better for his kids
          when he gets old
          
          
          I know it's gonna be a brighter day
          cuz little Johnny was born today
          and he's gonna be the one
          to find us a better way
          he's gonna need a little time to grow
          but little Johnny's got tomorrow
          and I know his gonna be the one
          to find us a better way
          
          
          I know it's gonna be a brighter day
          cuz little Johnny was born today
          and he's gonna be the one
          to find us a better way
          
          
          
          I know it's gonna be a brighter day
          cuz little Johnny was born today
          and he's gonna be the one
          to find us a better way
          he's gonna need a little time to grow
          but little Johnny's got tomorrow
          and I know his gonna be the one
          to find us a better way
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          If someone has heard of this song then I want to be your friend~ 
          
          I'm weird, I know. :>

Me and my random/weird questions or thoughts...~
          Today : 2019.07.04  
          
          Why did/are they call/ing two totally different things the same? Because they are a bit similar or what?
          
          GAH, like... why?!! You can just misunderstand things easier! Well, I once did (still do) and it was - it's still embarrassing. 
          
          ... ehehheee~
          I still have to learn/practice for french, but I don't have the motivation for it. I already have french for 3 - 4 years, but I feel like I'm a beginner! I can't even write a correct sentence and can't tell something about myself (I'm just dumb)... just look at my french exams you'll know (how dumb I am) , ehehheee... :>
          
          Wait, I still don't have a topic for my presentation -.- (I hate presentations so much)
          
          And I still have to write the chapter... wow since april..., but I don't have the motivation for it too. Mhm, I still have to do it! Have I mentioned that I'm bad at writing (fanfic)? If not, then I did.
          
          Why am I even writing this? 

Oh my gosh... I'm so dumb 
          I could of thought of any other nickname like clumsy,  or something else, but nooooo I had to say such a weird nickname....
          I'm so bad at making nicknames... I'm so, so bad at it... 
          
          I'm a naughty (...) :<

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Du arme. 
          Dieses Mädel aus deiner klasse ist ja ekel pur :'(

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          You really don't have to thank me ^^

We don't talk anymore, like we used to do. 
          I miss you, (...)
          I miss our texting, which would made me smile and made my day. But now, I get the vibe that I'm a side thing to you, no, I was just a random person to you, who you have texted with before.
          You don't text me like before, but I don't dare to text you, because I don't want to annoy you...
          Am I a burden to you, I think I am. I'm an annoying, naïve and worthless alien, who doesn't deserve you. 
          Was I too naïve as I have texted with you? I see that you use the word 'I love you' so easily and casually. :)
          And I thought that- nah nevermind. :)
          

I feel lonely, but serve me right, because I'm a naïve fool. But who cares, right no one. :)
          
          My naïve self, oh how I hate it. I once told myself that I won't let someone in so easily, but I have broken my promise AGAIN. I have trusted persons in my life too easily and in the end I'm getting hurt by them. You should learn by your mistakes, but no, my naïve self is dumb and does it over and over again. -.- Am I a joke to some people?
          
          Does someone know the meaning behind 'I love you'? Cause I don't understand it... ㅎ^ㅎ When do you say it? Only to your loved ones, to your family or to your dear friends? I'm dumb, I know... am I a fool again? Mistakes from my past are still haunting me... it is better to just forget everything, so your nightmares and your past won't hunt ya down..., but why can't I forget these things...
          
          Even my hobbies : reading, writing, listening to music, drawing and (many other things) can't distract my mind from my dull life. I don't have the motivations for it... 
          
          And...
          
          Does someone notice something? ;)