I wasn't ready for you to leave, but you were. You had to go. There wasn't a time where I thought bitter of you. There wasn't a time where you didn't make me happy. Father, I will miss you. I love you, and one day we will meet and i will see you once again. I know you are watching me right now while typing this, and i know you wouldn't like to see your oldest child cry, but this is how I grieve, you taught me to be strong, i tried to, but everyone breaks down. I will be stronger soon, i promise you that. I Love You Dad. ♡