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I guess I’m bad at remembering this... It's 9 AM now, so I guess that's no sleep for me ;-;

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Day ???
          I have been staying up. I don't know what to do. I felt like I was important but now I feel less and less. My mother calls us useless yet when I refer to myself as useless she tells me I'm not. I’m sorry I have ADHD and I’m Bipolar. I’m sorry you couldn't have your perfect life with a child born to you that doesn't have genetic issues, but do you have to take it out on this child? Why am I classified useless because I can't keep my space clean? Most of all, don't say ”I’m the one who should be crying,” when you just stood there and called your child every name you can think of. I’m sorry I haven't been perfect with doing my chores and I’m sorry I can't go to a friends house without coming back like it was a paradise, but I really don't believe you should be telling your child you wish you’d never adopted them.

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Day 6: The past 2 days I forgot _~_ happy asf. 
          
          
          WRITING NEW FANFIC! 
          
          So basically I like to write my entire story before I publish so I can choose how long it takes for each chapter to post so like I can leave any readers who actually read my shit on cliffhangers

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Day 2:
          
          My stomach is hurting again. 3:21 is the current time. I feel nauseous this time. I just watched somethingelseyt. My sister doesn't come with me on walks anymore. She goes off on her own with her friend instead of being with me. This summer was fun until her friend got off school. My sister didn't hang out with me anymore. I need someone to talk to. My mind is a little blank right now... 
          
          I guess that's it today.
          Nobody sees these anyway...

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Well, I decided to do a thing where if I stay up past 3 AM I post on my message board. That way, I can see how often I do it and how I feel. This is more a personal blog I’m posting for your... Entertainment? 
          
          Day 1
          
          
          I have a stomach cramp every night I stay up late. It's really bothering me right now. It's currently raining, which is always nice. My stomach is getting worse. It's 3.29. I’m still mad at my mom for getting angry at me when I tried to help her. She kept blowing up on me when my brother was the one who wouldn't do what she asked. Pain. Stomach Pains. I seem to get nervous around my mother weight-wise. I seem to suck in my gut when I see her. Maybe it's that she sighed me up for various sports I'm terrible at? Basketball. I was terrible at it. I’m not going to try to up my vocab for this. I usually try in my unposted fanfic. It’ll be posted soon. Basketball. I remember getting yelled at a lot. I’m watching kids carprtoons. I didn't want to write that because of judgment, but I'm writing my thoughts. My mind is now blank from this writing, so cya.