sexy lemon dood

I miss you

when will you love us again and come back 

Guess who's back, back again
          Shady's back, tell a friend, Guess who's back, guess who's back? Guess who's back, guess who's back? Guess who's back, guess who's back? Guess who's back? So long story short, I got logged out of my account and forgot both my password and email and had to find my email and change my password. So I will try to start updating my stories again!

I'm watching My Hero Academia with my dad and he just said "So the homeless hippy dude gave him his power, right?" I will now only ever refer to all might as homeless hippy dude 

Me: I'm gonna give them a piece of my mind and tell them exactly how I feel no matter how rude it comes off as!
          
          Them: *says anything even remotely nice*
          
          Me: ...maybe they aren't that bad afterall and I'm in the wrong here

Is it just me who wants a boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other but also has no confidence that anyone could ever actually love or enjoy talking and being around me so I know in the end I'd end up doing the same thing I do to my friends and stop talking to them because I think I'm annoying them so I back off because I like them and enjoy being around them so in order to continue being friends with them I end up ending the friendship without even realizing it because my mind just won't let me accept that any person could ever possibly find me anything other than annoying and I really don't want to burden anyone by doing or saying something that will annoy or hurt someone else so in order to protect myself from hurting other people I isolate myself and only talk to people when they initiate the conversation thereby hurting myself in the process and also ending up hurting other people too because they probably think I've stopped talking with them cause I think they're annoying so they stop talking too thereby ending any friendship or possible friendship? Also I'm too awkward and can't find it in myself to allow myself to get close to anyone else out of fear they might hurt or abandon me or find me annoying. I've had so many fake and toxic friends in my life each one I'm sure found me annoying and hated me and I refuse to allow that to happen again so instead no one can find me annoying if I never talk or go near anyone else. I also find even the thought of physical contact with almost anyone else terrifying and I'm constantly scared to voice my opinions out of fear they might disagree and hate me. Is it just me like that or is it just because of my emotionally abusive and emotionally neglectful parents and childhood and my lack of social interaction my entire life from being homeschooled?

"How dare you assume I'm hungry just because I'm eating!" -Me after getting an ubereats notification while eating a snack in my kitchen

I just overheard my parents talking about me in the hallway outside my room
          
          My dad: She's been in there since 6:30
          
          My mom: really? What's going on with her?
          
          Me: *sitting in my bed watching gay romance anime*

So I mentioned i fractured my foot in the beginning of December and I have to wear a foot brace boot, well now I gashed my cheek right below my eye so now I'm in emergency care waiting to possibly get stitches. Its been bleeding nonstop since this morning and my mom refuses to look at me, BUT GOOD NEWS, I found out one of the animes I've been wanting to watch (Junjo romantica) is free on crunchyroll without a membership required which is great cause I'm broke and my family doesn't watch a lot of anime.

I just found out I have an incredibly rare condition in which my first metatarsal bones are extremely abnormally large and significantly longer than the rest of my metatarsal bones which means I’m much more prone to getting stress fractures in my feet because of the added stress and pressure put on the rest of my metatarsal bones, oh and merry Christmas everyone!