so, in ur bio u said u wanted some depressed deku bakudeku stories and, since thats literally all i read on here, here are my favs: f*ck life and everything that follows after-trizbo, depression-trizbo, cut that always bleeds-_BiPanicAtTheDisco_, halfway to the moon-catsired and if u just want a bakudeku story I would HIGHLY recommend knots in the 1st year-ririsager and the other 2 books in that series. they're probably my fav book series on here. also, if u look at my profile and look at my reading lists you'll probably find some other really good books but these are just my favorites.
