I've updated my account, as well as my life. I've had a lot happen to me these past 2 years. I've started going back to school, after a full year of mental, as well as physical, rest. I've gone through breakups, friendship losses, and many rough patches. My mental health was in a very bad place. But thanks to a few very special people, I have started to recover. My mental health has been in a very good state most of this year, thanks to these people. And I love them with all of my heart. I have come to the conclusion that you do need love to survive. But it does not always have to be romantic. My friends have taught me what true love is. She won't see this, but.. Julie, thank you. For making me realize not all soulmates are meant to be partners. They can be best friends as well. You are my soulmate. I stopped writing, because I couldn't do it anymore. I stopped doing everything I loved. I stopped seeing my mom, my friends. I stopped reading, and writing. But ever so slowly, I've started to be me again. I'm at my moms right now. I just finished a book series! And here I am, writing to you all. I was determined to recover. And now I've started to write again. And I will continue to write, as it is my passion. I want to be an author when I grow up. I may only be 15, but I know I can make it. I've always been good enough to make it. I just need to set my eyes on my future. I always focused on the past, and the things I have lost. I have now decided to focus on the now, and what can be. Not what has been.