ryan :)

i keep leaving wattpad a lot, but i miss you guys :( but at the same time.... ao3 yk??

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          Clouds says hi

@ttrann_ tam ilysm and your little heartwarming words mean so much to me <3 i really needed this, esp right now :((  /pos and the same to you too! youre a very good friend and i'm proud of you :)

that moment when you have to (mostly lol) put aside scrolling through social media and reading fanfiction just so you can catch up on 5 books which collectively have 1,710 pages that you're best friend recommended you ahahhah

@ttrann_ FUCK YOU BEAT ME TO IT oh well

unskilled artists [handshake emoji] unskilled writers
          knowing what they want but not being able to portray it (they are both me LMAO)

im falling back into my fanfiction reading roots oh god

im back bitches

today is world suicide prevention day. 
          if you've ever felt suicidal, or thought about it, or maybe you haven't, just take a moment to read this? i just want to say: do not hesitate to reach out or talk to someone, even if it seems pointless, i promise it's not. i know that there's people out there that love you, and if you don't think so, i promise i love you no matter what. you are never alone, don't give up or give in. you are more capable than you realize. 
          
          i'm proud of you for being here today <3 
          (suicide hotlines that are open 24/7: US 1-800-273-8255, UK 800-273-8255
          sorry im not gonna put a bunch of countries, but please look it up for where you live!!)

you ever just edit your sentence after (verbally)? i just said "oop i hit something important. of. ance. (i hit something of importance)