Have you ever.........had....a friend...who you’ve, known since kindergarten, who’s always been there for you, like how you have always been there for her, and as you make more friends, you 2 start to even begin to feel like sisters...then...in 5th grade, her mom says they’re moving, you don’t believe it.......a day later your friend tells you she isn’t because it’d be too harsh on a introvert like her, and i being one of her only friends.......she helps you when a family member dies, she talks to you when you get away from a bully......2 years later your wonderful, sustainable world you’ve built with her...........crashes and burns like a backstory of one of your D&D characters....”and her mom said....in a post....that.....*sigh* she....she’s moving hon....” those words stuck you like 10 nuclear bombs being dropped on your head. Your BEST friend....your only thing you knew would STAY with you to help you and understand far more than your family.....was moving....SURE it was only 20 minuets away...but for you...it’s like....they’ve moved to Pluto.....”you can still see her!”......you start to drown out the reassurances from your mom.....they don’t help.....you know that......you’ve never been TRUELY depressed in your entire life....but now....the biggest chain has broken....and that death pit is much closer than you’d want it to be.
Well......i.........thanks for listening to my depression rant everybody......have a frucking good day i guess.