InventedBeliever

Just remember that for you to get to the rainbow, you have to make it through the rain. 

L is for the way you Look at me.
          
          O is for the Only One I see.
          
          V is Very Very extraordinary.
          
          E is Even more than anyone that you adore can LOVE
          
          --Nat King Cole

Blossum
          
          Have you ever tried to follow a rainbow to the other side?
          Think that maybe by the end you'd find a new life?
          But really all it does is force you to swallow your pride.
          And the sharpest thing you have is the tiniest knife.
          Though when you take the dive into an endless ocean,
          You find the bottom.
          And though it may not seem like there was enough,
          There's a flower that begins to blossom.
          But instead, you believe it's all a bluff.
          You take the small knife,
          You force it inside,
          A rather quick strife,
          In order to commit suicide.
          
          
          --Inventedbeliever
          

If I Were My Bully
          
          Aren't you afraid?
          Look around you
          Look at all the destruction.
          All the death and hate everywhere.
          Why aren't you scared?
          
          Is it because of this thing called hope?
          Or courage?
          Or maybe because you think it will get better.
          While, I admire you for that,
          I also see that as a threat.
          I cannot let you stand tall in this dying society.
          On my knees, 
          Crumbling further into the ground as you stand over me.
          
          I hold your bravery against you.
          I call you out on your insecurities.
          I distract the world from my flaws 
          So that you may get taunted for yours.
          And that helps me get through the day,
          For you to be put down to make myself feel bigger.
          Though I don't want to
          It just makes it easier
          
          The only reason I do it is because of my family.
          My mom is an alcoholic
          And my dad abuses me for being myself
          For being gay
          Or liking a certain subject
          For doing nothing
          For everything that drives him crazy
          For all the little things he disliked during the day.
          I pay for it.
          
          And I hate that I have to go through that and you don't.
          Because it's not fair.
          It's not fair that you get to be happy, 
          And I'm left with nothing.
          So I have to make you feel as bad as I feel.
          That's what I need to do.
          
          But as years pass,
          I realize what I did wasn't helping anything.
          It just inflicted pain onto someone else, 
          So I didn't have to feel alone in my beatings.
          
          It wasn't right.
          I'm sorry.
          
          
          --Inventedbeliever

Caught on the pathway to heaven
          
          
          Glorious tears
          fall through endless years,
          Making it seem so lovely.
          Now has anyone thought,
          Or have they've just been caught,
          Along the pathway to heaven.
          
          All three crept quietly past the guards
          Hoping they wouldn't be seen.
          But one's heart broke into shards
          The rest covered his mouth
          But sadly, they were too late
          And they were nothing but meat after that.
          
          The three were thrown into the stocks
          After hoping not to get caught.
          They were shipped away and beheaded
          And off to being forgetted.
          When all a sudden the first cried out,
          The same that got them caught.
          The other two picked up a knife 
          And swung at his head, 
          Hoping that he'd just stop.
          
          This is not the pleasantest tale.
          But it seems that after all this time,
          The devil was just looking for heaven.
          
          He wanted to see 
          What it was like
          To be inside white paradise.
          The clouds, the sky, the kindness
          All sweeping the streets of heaven.
          
          Little did he know,
          That it never existed.
          Nor will it ever. 
          Because heaven,
          Is just a sense of false hope,
          A place of magic and death.
          Where fairy tales are real,
          And sins are none but a curse.
          
          So wise up,
          Said the devil.
          Or you too will be fooled 
          By the mysterious Haven of heaven.
          
          --Inventedbeliever
          

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